Guppyman

Well… At least it\’s not blogger…..

OK… That’s it…..

I have been semi-sick for the last two weeks…. I wake up coughing and have nasty sinus drainage rolling down my throat, and it doesn’t get much better as the day goes on… So what is the first thing i do in the morning? I go outside and smoke. What kind of idiot goes and makes himself feel even worse in the morning and all day long while he’s sick? What kind of idiot does it take to be hacking up a lung between drags off a cigarette?

So this morning, I bought my last pack of cigarettes. Tomorrow morning, I will wake up and not smoke. I quit. I’m sure I will be just a friendly bundle of joy around the family during Thanksgiving dinner, but they’ll just have to deal with it. I’m sick of making myself feel like shit. I’m sick of spending the money on such useless crap. I’m sick of my wife not wanting to come near me because I smell like an ashtray.

So today I am thanking God for taking away my desire to smoke. I will succeed this time. Today is my last day as a smoker.

Ok… I’ve typed enough…. time for a smoke break…..

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November 23, 2005 - Posted by | Too Lazy To Catagorize

8 Comments »

  1. Good for you. Everytime I pick up a cigarette the next day I swear my arm goes numb…it’s scary.

    Comment by robin | November 23, 2005 | Reply

  2. Good for u. Smoking is a nasty habit.

    Comment by War Eagle | November 23, 2005 | Reply

  3. You can do it, with God’s help. Lord, help him succeed so he can be healthier for You.

    Comment by Jeff | November 23, 2005 | Reply

  4. from a non smoker to a smoker, thank you!
    there’s a book by alan carr, i think, that has helped millions of people in the uk quit smoking, apparently you just read it and then never smoke again. good luck and stay strong, you can do it!

    Comment by Better Safe Than Sorry | November 23, 2005 | Reply

  5. Good luck Guppy!

    Comment by Texas_Ivy10 | November 23, 2005 | Reply

  6. Good for you and your family!

    Comment by Beanhead | November 23, 2005 | Reply

  7. oh… how difficult… but with willpower and the urge to quit – u can do it!

    Happy Thanksgiving!!

    Comment by puremood | November 24, 2005 | Reply

  8. Do it for your daughters sake if nothing else Guppy. My mother died at 49 from lung cancer, it is a horrible way to go.
    Best of luck with quitting.!!

    Comment by WendyWings | November 26, 2005 | Reply


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